The Vow

I chose to stay with him for all the things he had done right and not to leave him because of the only thing he had done wrong. 

this is part of the quote from the vow movie. honestly this quote make me stop and think again and again.

have u ever wonder the power of forgiveness?

 sometimes it will bring happiness to us and sometimes vice versa. perhaps I am too forgiving and it's easy for me to forgive any mistakes even if it hurts.

but have you wondered if you made a mistake and never be forgiven?
it hurts. especially if you're trying to make it right back but they just ignore u.
I previously had thought that people will forgive my mistake like I have forgive them. but now I realize that not everyone is able to forgive our mistakes.

 i keep asking myself what if there's no forgiveness for me. would u leave me, would u stop me from walk away or would u wait for me to said something?

think back bout the quote will u leave someone because of his/her mistake? if u timbang tara and segala mcm benda thn u get the answer that he/she had done all the things right compare to the only thing he/she had done wrong? will u leave?
life give us so much to remember. and one of them that i've learned is i might too forgiven but maybe i wont received it back even once in my life.

it's not the thing happened that hurt me, but what hurt me the most is when there's no forgiveness for me when i've made mistake. people walk away when i need them the most. i might being such a disrespectful person at my worse, when i stress but yeah..this is me. sometimes i think, y u leave when i need u the most. y u never stop me when i walk away.but i don't get the answer.

the quote from this movie make me think is there someone who will stay with me for the thing i had done wrong? or i'm the one who didn't appreciate what people had done to me til they leave?.
sigh..nampak serabut kan? :)

but then.i've learned something.
it's break u apart when they do not forgive u.

dear people who i had done mistake,
thanks, i learned much from u. u might think that i'm not appreciate u. but honestly, u r the best thing
happen in my life.
i make mistake but i've try my best to seek ur forgiveness and maybe its not good enough for u.
and now i'm done trying. :(
i'm sorry. i just give up. cause it's enough to hold my tears. it's enough to come and see u but didn't get ur forgiveness.
if something meant to happen one day, i wish it could bring us back together. til that time.
what choice i have besides keep walk out from ur life.

"Leo: I vow to love you, and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other." -  --  The Vow