my 1 a.m post

its been along time since my first entry..yeahh..agak da lupa psl blog ni n niat hati nak menulis balik..haa..ni nth mimpi bulan mane ntah jatuh kat riba tiba2 pukul 1 pg ni kau nk menulis ara oii..:)

ok.actually now tgh demam and plus plus plus org demam trus tido and sy plak x bley tido..spoil..mcm esk pagi2 x kena kerahan tenaga jugak dengan abah kan? :) ok..stop this crap..

let's start writing from this post..ok im thinking bout my self. wanna let others know about me before i start for my next and next post..

there is nothing i can describe bout my own self.  i like to put word "simple and complicated" as a picture of me. kadang2 senang nak paham, tp bile time nk cuba paham tu it can be complicated. haha..korg paham x? :P 

sometimes i can be soooo kontra dgn ape yg org figure bout me.  sometimes u might thought im like this,but im not. sometimes u think it easy for u,but not for me.ok kinda like that..

born on september 22,it  placed me with "Virgo" group.  yeahh..as u know,virgo tergolong dalam org yg sgt2 sensitive and pemendam.  secara jujurnya,im agree dgn ape yg Dato' Dr. Fadhilah Kamsah predict psl org yg lahir pd bulan september..semuanya tepat :) so nk paham sgt,pegi bace ape yg Dr.Fadhilah cakap ea..

ank no 6 dr 7 adik beradik and the last girl dlm adik bradik..actually i shud be the last one tp adek sy tu mmg laaaa haishhh..ahahaha..but i love my little brother ok..he's like my elder brother actually..x mcm adek pon..

fresh graduate from uitm puncak alam tercinta and im JOBLESS!huaarhh..tension tau ddk rumah..like a looserrr..sigghh..siapa2 nk bg keja..sila la email sy :P 

im crazy bout football..yeahh..and my team..my team is MANCHESTER UNITED! what? LOOSER? Like i care?at least they only lose at champion league FINAL ok..:)

i still learn to improve myself..i repeat again,to improve myself..im not changes..i just pray hard to be a better 1..better daughter,better sister, friend and love..tapi,tipu la kalau u just blink your eyes then u totally change..mesti xkan?all this take time..like me,like others..asalkan perubahan tu membawa kepada kebaikan, even sikit pon kan ttp bg kesan positive kat diri kita..

ok,talking bout complicated..ade kawan yg cakap ssh nk paham the way sy berfikir..haaa..mmg ssh kot..sbb kdg2 sy ckp lain,sy fikir lain..ehh..mcm mane tu?ok..mcm ni,sy fikir ade benda kita kena serius mcm buat assgnmnt and jujurnya sy mmg yg plg serious bila buat assgnmnt..selalunya saya nk cepat,tp kwn2 igt sy ni jenis yg x trima pendapat org lain..eh?ye ke?ok..bile da jadi mcm ni kan complicated..blh buat gaduhh tau!
tapi lucky,siapa yg betul2 kenal sy,x akan amek ati dgn cara sy bekerja..sebab mmg sy jenis hardcore bila nk selesaikan 1 benda..

ade jugak masenya sy lebih suka sabar dalam byk benda..ade org ckp x logik la kalau msh sabar..tapi ade benda ta perlu kita suarakan,betul x? kesabaran tu bkn tanda kita lemah,tp tanda kita msh blh trima nasihat dan pandangan org lain..bg sy,selagi boleh senyap,sy senyap la..sbb sy tau,karma do happen..kan?kalau Allah tu nak balas,lambat atau cepat,msti kita nmpak..

ok,rase nye stkt ni je yg mampu sy tulis :P apa2 pon..masih lg ta sehebat mane..menulis ikut rase..saya org baru..-.- poyo da ayat ni..tapi berusaha sedaya upaya utk merajinkan diri utk menulis! caiiyoo'
next entry wish it gonna be better :)

farah_elyssa